
Crazy Dragonfruit.
I know that I’ve been quiet for quite some time on here. My “writing” has been on more on the surface stuff and nothing too deep. Since that lovely accident with the food processor at my previous employer I have re-evaluated what I want and my priorities have changed.
This blog started a lot of things for me and I will always use this as a source to try new things. The quality of food and posts aren’t where I would like them to be. This used to be the only place where I could post my ideas and cook things and evolve but that has changed. These days I reserve my best for the restaurant I work at and for good reason….they pay me, it’s my job, and it’s my career. The stuff I am learning there is miles ahead of my previous employer and miles ahead of school. I am working under a talented group of chefs and everyday seems like a dream.
Now don’t get the wrong impression here. I’m not going to stop going to school or stop this blog, just realize that priority #1 is to make sure my job at work is done properly. I want to be one of the best chefs in the world one day….I’m serious about this. It’s not about ego or anything else but I really do feel like I can learn from the best chefs in the world then bring my own spin to it in order to create something incredible. This blog, school, and jobs can help me achieve that.
My journey started here on this blog and has lead me to some pretty cool restaurants and some pretty cool events. People ask me all the time if I want to be a food writer one day. No, I don’t. I’m not a writer and I have more fun taking pictures of food and eating it than I do writing about it. I would rather not talk, “write”, or take pictures and just cook…. All I want to do is cook and think about my next dish.
I have a question that I always ask myself that has lead me in the right direction. I always ask myself, “Will this make me a better chef one day?”. If the answer isn’t a 100% yes then I simply won’t do something or make it a priority…it’s that simple. Me being a chef isn’t just about a title or being the cool guy that people just automatically respect just for being called a chef (it’s weird how that works…) I know when I’m a chef I will be supporting my family and working my ass off to push a restaurant into being the best restaurant on the planet. Constant improvement and the pursuit of perfection while realizing I’ll never achieve perfection.
I don’t want something to be good enough, I want it to be the best out there…. I am an intense person and I have all the energy in the world and when people get in my way I am not the nicest person in the world. I can be the nicest person in the world but can also be a world class dick. Why? I demand better from myself….always. When I screw something up I don’t like it and I am never happy with it…..some people say, “well mistakes happen”…I say, it shouldn’t have happened if we were prepared for it and ready for it in the first place (at work we see how many people are coming in each day….I always say I’m prepping for 400 people to come in the door…..it works) I am a very passionate person and while some people have tried to get me to “calm down” over my life I have realized that those people were just weak and were complacent fools who were just happy with their own lives and situations and all they wanted was to bring me down to their level instead of helping to push me up. It’s not that I’m not happy I just want better things for Mindy and myself. The people at the restaurant I work at now have realized the fire I have and they are pushing me to be better everyday instead of trying to wonder what’s wrong with me or trying to calm me down. Will working at ______ make me a better chef than working at Blueacre….Blueacre it is!
I want it all. I want to be the best. I’m working on it.
I have a few goals that I want to realize in the next year…year and a half. I am putting them in writing so if you see me doing something different then you can call me out on it.
- Graduate from culinary school
- Go to Spain and work at El Bulli before it closes…while I’m there work at Arzak as well.
- Work at The French Laundry in Yountville, CA
- Get the new blog up and running (I’ll have more information on this soon….basically a showcase for Seattle culinary students….handpicked by me)
- Learn as much from Chef Kevin Davis and Chef Brian as I can at Blueacre….the guys are f’ing geniuses.
- Last and definitely not least. Make sure Mindy is happy.
I know I’m shooting for the moon with those restaurants and while my technical ability might not be there with other people and I might not have a cool degree from the C.I.A. I know that I want to be at those places more than anyone else that enters those doors in their kitchens. I’ll do anything it takes and I’ll fight anyone/anything that gets in my way….all 148 lbs. of me!
Eric
“Why did he call it rolling the dice….it seems like he knows what he wants”.
I had an extra picture lying around. haha!
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